Experiencing the death of someone you love can be life changing and overwhelming. We were created to enjoy life forever, not experiencing the terrible pain and loss you are feeling now. Please know that God's original purpose for us has not changed. Revelation 21:4 speaks of suffering, pain, and even death are going to be removed forever. We also have the marvelous hope of seeing those we have lost in death, once again, by means of the resurrection, as brought out at Acts 24:15. I do hope you find solace in this.
